Filmmaker Joanna Arnow turns the camera on herself to document her unconventional, volatile year-long relationship with James, an outspoken, provocative, and racially insensitive poet. As Joanna attempts to navigate her own low self-esteem, boundary issues, and creative frustration, the film captures candid, unvarnished moments of intimacy, emotional manipulation, and power struggles between the couple. The project serves as both a raw personal exercise in self-exposure and a provocative examination of modern intimacy.